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Im bleeding within,
Though nobody knows.
Im dieing within.
It just doesn't show.
I feel like my life has been wasted on you,
With a heart that shatters after everything you do.
One time you were there,
but just ONE time!
The time that you cared,
The time you were mine.
The things that overjoyed me,
That I could not overcome.
The few times we had,
were so much fun.
But then that was that,
I was just *some* girl.
I had no heart, I had no world.
I was lost, alone, with nowhere to turn.
But this was a lesson I'd have to learn
I could feel my heart shatter,
as tears ran down my face.
Look at me, I'd become a discrace!
You'd left me to nothing,
I just couldnt get by,All I could do was sit there and cry.
Cry the tears that came from within,
From every piece, from every sin.
But today I've moved on, or so I say.
Though I will not forget that awful day.
When my light blue sky with fluffy white clouds,
Turned into grey, with thunder so loud.
Someday you'll see what you've left behind.
And how much you wish,
you could only be mine.
That day I'll still love you,
but will not return.
Because I had a lesson,
a lesson I learned.
*Untitled*
Do you know what hurt is?
Do you know how it feels?
When you think its all fake..
But you relize its real..
When your heart is beating,
But shattering too..
When your lost in confusion,
With nothing to do.
When your sat up crying,
Every night,
Wondering *Whered I go wrong?*
*Did I ever go right?*
When you cant get to sleep,
Your just lid on your bed,
You can feel all the pain,
From the thoughts in your head.
As you hold it all in,
But just want to let go.
Cry until the end,
About how he'll never know?
When deep in your heart,
Oh how much you care..
But thinking of the fact that he'll never be there.
When because of one action,
Your whole world falls apart.
Even though you still love him
Like you did from the start,
You can't find any words,
You could possibly say,
Even though you still wish for him,
Every day.
I just wish I could tell him,
How Ill always be me..
Ill never be more,
This is all I can be.
I know im not perfect..
And I really dont try,
I just wish he was there,
To see me cry.
Cuz everynight, I sit up in my bed.
And I pray for the dreams
That are played in my head.
The dreams to love,
And be loved back too..
Not just by anyone..
Only by you..
Ders no more!
